Boy does time fly

Today is my 25th b-day and it's been weird for me. I'm not afraid of it as much as I thought I would be...But I also don't embrace it as much as I should. I'm very complacent about the entire situation. As I type this I'm in my room staring out my bedroom window, wondering...where did it all go. Everything just moves so fast now.

Life too me right now is a weird dicotomy. I'm happy, I'm educated, I'm loved, but yet and still, I'm confused, lost, sometimes lonely...Its all new too me.

I know that I'm grown and sexy and that there is so much to my life...I just want everything to slow down so I can enjoy it.