I'm back

I keep trying to get away from this blog, then some memory is conjured up and I come back.

I think the main reason why I keep coming back is that no matter how much I try to blog on Facebook, Myspace, ect. I find that I prefer to blog here. I don't blog for people to read. I blog for ME. I blog because I just to have to get the words out. I don't need for someone to read them. Actually, I prefer that as few people as possible read it.

This blog is the ONLY thing in my life that I can be completely honest about. I don't have to worry about what anyone says, I don't have to try and sugar coat my words...I can say ANYTHING. It's refreshing.

So here's some honesty. I'm very lonely. Things are looking up for me in all aspects of my life, except for the romance area. And the few people that I am getting close too all love hours away by plane. One guy in OK, who I know is a player, but I kinda think I can love him. One guy in KY who is in love with me, but I keep blowing him off for the one in OK.

Maybe I should be put myself out there more. It's all about perception to me. I could be dating someone who lives here, but I always think about what others think. I'm sure I could officially date the one who lives in OK, and really could move there next week, but I worry about what others would say.

I just wanna be happy, I want to be loved and I want to love. Everything else will work it's self out.

One Last Post

How did those people not know their own daughter. That story is just so crazy.

First order of Business

I've decided to change the name of this blog.

It's weird, I take lengthy breaks from this blog about every six months or so. I can only blog for about half a year and then the other half, I just to write.

My life is habitually repeating itself.

And then I start re-reading my post and get to re-live my life. It's a very weird feeling.

Memories from the corner from the corner of my mind.

Back

Ok...so I decided that I wanted to come back to this blog. About a year ago when I started my own Myspace page, I left this blog to use that blog.

Anyway, I just realized that I liked this blog better because I could be more honest. This blog just seems more a personal journal. For some reason I never could post anything personal on the myspace blog.

So I guess....I'M BACK.

Broken Link

Ok, for some reason the link in the previous post doest work, so here's the web page

http://www.myspace.com/rocstarkhori

Myspace

Ok, so I have finally given in and decided to go ahead and get a myspace profile. It has a blogger so in an effort to streamline my online experience and out of fear of contridicting myself I am only going to use that webpage. I will no longer be updating this blog.

Please come visit me at my new home on the web.

Sick

I hate being sick.

How does this make you feel.

This is something that everyone has to see!!!!!

AWWWWWWWWWW

How fucking adorable was I?

Me and My brother

This is a picture of me and my little brother...Look how big my head is. I love it, this picture makes me smile...I can't believe he is 21 now. Time has flown by